i just want to b-r-e-a-t-h-e

hii :)

yap sesuai dengan judul just want to b-r-e-a-t-h-e yg artinya adalah BERNAFAS

hahaha iya gue tau buat post gue yg satu ini cukup ge-je haha gimana ga ge-je

people around me itu sedang broken heart ya gue ga muna se-parah-parahnya broken heart itu tetep aja SAKIT!

for all my friend who already felt that hmm..calm down buddy!

we'll get a great way for that

yaahh buat masukan para yg sedang patah hati hmm,masalahnya i've already have many experience about that problems

oh yaa siapa aja follow twitter gue dong

http://twitter.com/adeldge

ask me anything :

http://www.formspring.me/adelianrlhdyh

and keep reading my blog :

http://stupidgirlhere.blogspot.com/

still love him,

ADEL

"4LaY" what is that for you?

hi :)

(ok gue tau gue blogging di hari yg sama) it means gue blogging 2x sehari

oh ya menurut kalian pembaca blog gue, ALAY itu apa?? lo semua bisa nge-judge semua orang alay itu ALAY tapi kalian sebenarnya ngerti ga artinya ALAY? i'm totally sure lo semua pernah alay = ngalay = mengalay = apapun itu namanya!!

iya gue ngaku gue sendiri itu pernah alay (kalo ga percaya tanya temen-temen SD gue deh)

nah abis itu gue sadar gue sendiri belum bisa nge-judge orng alay karena gue tau mereka semua ga sadar sama apa yg mereka tulis,ucapin,ataupun lakuin

kita semua ga pernah tau kan, gimana cara guru,atau orang tua, atau our favorite celebrity wrote their sentence or typed in sms or their status?? bisa aja mereka alay (BISA AJA.mungkin engga)

nah just that gue cuman bingung ko gue bisa sih ngatain orang alay padahal gue belum yakin kalo gue tuh ga alay

don't underestimate them.

ADEL

not for all

hey

iya gue tau gue gi-la

sangat gila! dan bener-bener ga waras ..

gue tau gue gi-la

iya gue tau gue udah nyebutin itu lebih dari sekali

TAPI INI KENYATAAN

gue tuh GILA!

(gue tau lo semua berfikir orang gila yang satu ini sangat canggih karena bisa mengetik)

tapi emang gue GILA!

(iya del STOP!)

hm,lets start the story :

nah ceritanya gue tuh sekolah -_- nah habis itu gue ga tau kenapa gue bingung dengan diri gue sendiri gitu ..

jadi disekolah tuh gue cengo tapi ga jelas cengo kenapa gue ngerasa ke-judge tapi ga parah bgt

gue selalu baca majalah B'girl atau cosmogirl! atau kaWanku (iya gue tau yg ngederan majalah kaWanku bakal segera bilang "ih adel alay" tapi itu kenyataan) nah gue pernah baca di majalah topiknya "dont judge yourself" dan disitu tertulis

1. Being who you are

2. Dont judge yourself

3. Be yourself

4. Try to care with your around world

5. Just keep walking and say "I DONT CARE"

6. If they're laughing of you look at them and laughing with them

masuh banyak lagilah tapi masalahnya sekarang gue ga tau siapa diri gue,gue terlalu takut buat nunjukkin gue itu siapa,dan gue emang terlalu bingung okay?

stop talking about me,pleaseeee i begging you.

masalah angkatan,gue ga peduli ya they're laugh of me and..i cant laugh with them

tapi gue cuman mohon satu aja untuk kali ini gue jujur banget gue seumur-umur ga pernah ngomongin kejelekan lo I SWEAR OF EVERYTHING I SWEAR OF GOD IN THIS WORLD

hahaha :D see that? i am laughing but.. i'll to be the better person like what you want :) but know one thing,if you want to change a person change yourself before :) because i knew that you know no one perfect in this world all people have a good site and a bad site and i thought i have many bad site in myself just same with any one else .i promise of you! i'll change all change myself,my act,my EVERY-THING but.. dont talking about me again,okay? I WILL CHANGE,BUDDY

try to a better person,

ADEL

This is my Life

Life defines in Metabolism, In reproduction, we make our miniature selves, our look alike In the power of adaptation, like what is in now, What is fashionable, how I blend with all of you How I mimic you, how I become a clown to you, Life in being nice This is my life A short and a merry one This my life In the middle of my own life To life, a life, in the hope of discovering the meaning of my life, My speech my poetry Come to life with me To the life, for the life of one like me, Not taking this life in my own hands, Never, never, To life, this is life As big as life as large as life is large In resiliency, in elasticity Animations, cartooning, animate, I vivify I vilify I quicken I liken The life force in my life’s functions Drawn from life to life drawn Dream to life a life full of dreams This liveliness, this sparkle This effervescence of life, this bubbling life like wine This sprightliness like soft Drink like energy drinks This verve, this vigor this vivacity Of life to life as big as life My life This is my life This me I am life I am energy i am in this poem trying to run away from everything in my life, running in life to life and life, because of life, for life. ADEL

That Little Girl With Her Hands To The Sky

Have you ever clung to a desire for so long
that your eyes saw nothing else?
The most beautiful part of existence is the ability to dream,
to aspire toward a goal, no matter how lofty!

Like the little girl with her hand outstretched to the stars,
hoping for just one touch of the cosmos.
Try as she may, with all of her might
soon she will realize she cannot reach very far.
That little girl does not cry!
In fact she simply sits there,
smiling.

And soon tonight, like many before
her mother will call with affection,
peeking out the front door.
‘Sweetheart, my darling where are you?
It’s getting late and you need your sleep! ‘
That little girl does not whine!
In fact she just walks in,
smiling.

The little girl with her hands to the sky,
is content with the knowledge that tomorrow is another day.
Her arms will be one day longer,
and the stars will still be there.
Her dream may wither until it can’t even be seen
but her dream will never tear.

got a new one :)

hey, maaf udah lama ga blogging hehe seminggu ini gue mid yap,lebih tepatnya my SUCKS DAY haha

well,gue gak mau berlarut-larut sama arvin priyandika hutama sooo..gue mutusin buat nyari yang lain you know what i mean? i mean i've a new one now..

hm,for the first time he said "hey" on msn and then i said it too blah blah blah we're getting close and then.. yep, in a relationship haha

(L) for sure, awalnya gue gak suka lo ama dia (yah biasa aja maksudnya) and then.. hehe bisa dibilang namanya P-D-K-T gitu terus yaa he said that he loves me and asked me that am i want to be his girlf or not? and i said.. yes i want

that was exactly on march 17th 2010 very grateful to be him but.. just one i always wondering in my mind,why he want it? want out relationship,but just take it easy

sorry gue bahasanya campur-campur habisnya kalo pake bhs Indo gue maluuuu *blushing* sendiri gueee

lot a love.

ADEL

LOOKBOOK.nu: Anda Brea

LOOKBOOK.nu: Anda Brea

tik tok

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/tik_tok_lyrics_ke$ha.html

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

my favoriteTwilight Quotes

I know I said I was through with Twilight, but I just can't help myself. If you remember, I've done a recurring post called "Gleanings from My Readings" with beautiful or profound or funny or interesting quotes from whatever I've read lately--magazines, poetry, newspapers, novels, whatever. (At least, I've done it when I haven't been so immersed in writing that my reading life is nonexistent.) But I just spent almost two weeks reading Meyer's four novels, and although I almost always read with a pencil in hand to underline great sentences or make marginal notes, it didn't take long to find out I didn't need one for the Twilight saga--around 2000 pages without one passage begging me to underline it. Pretty sad. Well, I was tempted to underline for repetitive word use and make nasty comments in the margin, but that was just the editor in me coming out.

So, in honor of my tradition, here are some *great* lines from Twilight. Please feel free to guffaw loudly

And, no, I didn't waste my time gathering these quotes myself. You can find them and more at Twilight Quotes. Ready? Here you go:

Edward's Best Lines:

Bella: You were right. Edward: I usually am, but about what in particular this time?

Perhaps something more private?

Do I dazzle you?

Your number was up the first time I met you.

I don't want to hear that you feel that way. It's wrong. It's not safe. I'm dangerous, Bella - please, grasp that.

You were right - I'm definitely fighting fate trying to keep you alive.

Do you really believe that you care more for me than I do for you?

Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?

I can be patient - if I make a great effort.

I'm the world's best predator, aren't I? Everything about me invites you in - my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that! As if you could outrun me. As if you could fight me off.

Don't be afraid. I promise ... I swear not to hurt you.

So where were we, before I behaved so rudely?

You are exactly my brand of heroin.

You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.

Edward: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb ... Bella: Stupid lamb. Edward: Sick, masochistic lion.

As you are not addicted to any illegal substances, you probably can't empathize completely.

Are you still faint from the run? Or was it my kissing expertise?

Edward: Bella, I've already expended a great deal of personal effort at this point to keep you alive. I'm not about to let you behind the wheel of a vehicle when you can't even walk straight. Besides, friends don't let friends drive drunk. Bella: Drunk? Edward: You're intoxicated by my very presence.

Just because I'm resisting the wine doesn't mean I can't appreciate the bouquet.

I may not be a human, but I am a man.

Your hair looks like a haystack ... but I like it.

I could hardly leave in the clothes I came in - what would the neighbors think?

Bella: I love you. Edward: You are my life now.

What am I going to do with you? Yesterday I kiss you, and you attack me! Today you pass out on me!

You're worried, not because you're headed to meet a houseful of vampires, but because you think those vampires won't approve of you, correct?

It seems I'm going to have to tamper with your memory.

If you let anything happen to yourself - anything at all - I'm holding you personally responsible.

They gave you a few transfusions. I didn't like it - it made you smell all wrong for a while.

Bella: You stole a car? Edward: It was a good car, very fast.

Bella: Edward I honestly can't dance! Edward: Don't worry silly. I can.

Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.

Bella's Best Lines:

Stupid, shiny Volvo owner.

I thought you were supposed to be pretending I don't exist, not irritating me to death.

And how long have you been seventeen?

I fall down a lot when I run.

I do have some trouble with incoherency when I'm around him.

Sometimes it seems like you're trying to say goodbye when you're saying something else.

I'm absolutely ordinary - well, except for bad things like near-death experiences and being so clumsy that I'm almost disabled.

His eyes did that unfair smoldering thing again.

Did they know that I knew? Was I supposed to know that they knew that I knew, or not?

My decision was made, made before I'd ever consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through. Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him.

Edward: I was thinking, while I was running ... Bella: About not hitting trees, I hope.

It's an off day when I don't get somebody telling me how edible I smell.

I need another human minute.

Vampires like baseball?

Edward: Now, what exactly are you worrying about? Bella: Well, um, hitting a tree - and dying. And then getting sick.

It would be nice if I could find just one thing you didn't do better than everyone else on the planet.

Don't I taste as good as I smell?

I was not finished kissing you. Don't make me come over there.

Are you tired of having to save me all the time?

A man and woman have to be somewhat equal ... as in, one of them can't always be swooping in and saving the other one. They have to save each other equally.

You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose.

I'm not coming over anymore if Alice is going to treat me like Guinea Pig Barbie when I do.

In what strange parallel dimension would I ever have gone to prom of my own free will?

Other Best Lines:

Jake: You wouldn't happen to know where I could get my hands on a master cylinder for a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit?

Mike: He looks at you like ... like you're something to eat.

Alice: It sounded like you were having Bella for lunch, and we came to see if you would share.

Renee: Try to be more careful when you walk, honey, I don't want to lose you.



Now, aren't you just dying to read this literary treasure?

the reason why i'm not addicted to him

ok hey :)

so gue mau cerita aja soal siapa-siapa yang gue benci atau pun gue suka (celeb hlwd ya)

nah so i like him but.. LIKE ROBERT PATTINSON so much okay?? :

1. Robert Pattinson : pertama kali gue ngeliat dia di harry potter gue gak nge-fans banget lah ama dia ok,dan om saya menawarkan gue untuk membaca novel twilight karya stephanie mayer dan.. gue gak tertarik sebelum gue nonton Twilight gue selalu ngeliat cover movie nya di mana-mana di majalah ada,di setiap channel ada aja yg bahas soal Twilight, di radio ngomongin Twilight dan disini..gue mulai penasaran sama Twilight dan awal gue nonton film-nya gue-sama-sekali-gak-tertarik dan gue bosen pas liat ada EDWARD CULLEN gue nganga disitu gue mulai yakin i'm fall in love with edward cullen terus gue cari tahu soal siapa pemerannya dan blablabla disitu gue sadar kalau pemerannya yaitu , Robert Pattinson pernah main di harry potter dan pas tau gue langsung nonton harry potter lagi "untuk meyakinkan" disitu gue mulai addicted banget bangetan dehhh sampe punya 3 buku biography nya R-pattz :)

2. Zac Efron : okay :))) gue yakin kalian semua tau,why he can be a famous person?? yep,because HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL awal nya gue ga tau HSM itu apa? pemainnya siapa aja? atau ceritanya tentang apa? tapi pas gue jalan-jalan ke mall gue liat ko banyak tas-tas gambar hsm, botol minum, alat tulis, DLL. dan gue nonton tapi... gue gak begitu addicted pada dia pas tau dia famous banget :)

3. Panic! At The Disco : hm,hell-o i know that i knew this band from my friend al-ya haha thanks ya pas dia bilang "lagunya keren-keren loh del" dan gue langsung search di google about that band i finally i knew that their vocalis was pretty handsome i swear! *cross my finger haha dan gue mulai suka denger-denger lagu mereka nyerbu albumnya di toko music dan KETEMU!! sejak itu mereka adalah band favorite gue hehe

4. Boys Like Girls : yaahh for this band! i give you two thumbs ya gue tau gue GAK nonton konsernya tapi ya bisa liat di youtube juga -__- dan buat band ini sangat complicated buat ngefans ama band ini i've two friends who very addicted with this band yep, dini and adre haha buat mereka pembaca blog setia gue pasti tau siapa mereka, mereka tuh mau nerima fans BLG tapi mempunyai syarat (sepertinya) : 1. HARUS benci JUSTIN BIEBER 2. Harus suka ROCK music 3 Hafal semua lagu BLG 4. JANGAN PERNAH ucapkan/menyanyikan lagu JB if you're near them okay? 3 thumbs for them haha dan gue rasa gue emang bukan penggemar setia BLG gue cuman sekedar suka dengan beberapa lagu mereka :D

5. Justin Bieber : well, i like this Guy haha i mean some of his songs, ya gue emang suka JUSTIN BIEBER ya gue dulu.......semester 1 gue naksir berat ama dia dia cowok nomor 2 gue setelah R-pattz tapi pas lama-lama gue ngerasa tambah banyak yg naksir ama dia gue ngerasa males nge-fans ama dia jadi sekarang gue udah gak terlalu addicted with him but.. i still have his songs in my phone jujur, gue gak suka mukanya hihi :P i'm so sorry JB i'm not your true fans :) gue punya dendam ama dia ntar gue ceritain lain waktu in next post

6. Logan Lerman : yep,poseidon's son here baby... as PERCY JACKSON jujur gue gak ngerti filmnya kalo gue gak nonton bareng om gue yg selalu bercerita tentang dewa Yunani sepanjang film -,- sangat tragis (gak juga deng) haha tapi sumpah nih film keren loh,gue kira sekarang robert punya saingan baru nih haha ga deh you're still number one in my heart R-pattz :)))) okay gue cuman tau dikit sih soalnya tentang logan well,gue seneng ngumpulin posternya tapiiiii hehe :P

7. A.P.H : cuman orang-orang tertentu yg tau dia,dia ga maen film, he's not a famous person or singer or big star here but he's a student, junior high school's student, clever, smart, handsome, almost perfect!! haha ya gue cuman sekedar fans doang kok kedia gak lebih I SWEAR *cross my finger :P so he's a football keeper loohh haha "maybe it's trueeeeeee that i can't life without you and maybe twooo is better than oneee ..." hahaha jadi nyanyi kan gue -__-

so cuman segitu orang yang gue idola-kan sekarang sooo jelas kan gue addicted ama siapa?? of course my ROBERT PATTINSON (kabarnya dia itu maho!) tapi gue gak percaya i still love him (L) haha oh ya gue punya penggemar rahasia lohhh dan kayanya gue mulai tau dia itu siapa... OH MY GOD,God you're answered my prayed i love you God aahhh ga nyangka lalalala ^^

belajar dulu yaa.persiapan MID smstr -_- BT kan??? iya gue tau itu mem-bo-san-kan

love myself,

ADEL

butterfly fly away

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away