there's something missing

Hey.

Wish he'll never open this blog anymore :-(
This is should be my special day but....I just feel like something missing
I don't know what exactly it is but, yeah almost all of my friends remember it
But, hm :-( he's missing.

Not at all but I don't know like he doesn't even care
Does he still mad at me? Come on! That's about 4 months ago
sooo looonngg agooo hey dude! Wake up!

What's wrong with you? :-(
It's ridiculous,boy.
I'm in apologize, a big apologize, can you hear me? No!

You never make it better
You just make it worst, don't realize it?
Make this is being special for me, you're missing and being missed

I'm not regret I just feel guilty AT ALL!
You just make like......all about my fault

But, thanks thanks about that special 5 months.
You're always be the best guy ever!

With a bit happiness,
ADEL

here it is!

Hey, finally gue bisa buka blog lama gue, gak tau ilham apa yg dikasih Allah swt :p

Happy birthday Raihan Aditya! wish you all the best ya (y)

hm, tp cukup deh gue gk mau nge blogging banyak2 di blog yg ini too many memories here :-(

HAHAHAHA gk deng lebay

galau nih gue? gk kok!

we're rock!!!

Udah ya skrng gue mungkin akan lebih sering buka blog yg baru ini dia

http://helloiamadel.blogspot.com

ikutin blog gue yg itu ya

mungkin gue bakal buka blog yg ini kalo lg galau!

tapi krn gue gk bakal galau jd mungkin blog ini jarang gue buka \m/

okaaay? udah ya bye! mau buka blog baru

ADEL

i just love the quotes :')

hi

tadi gue nonton eat pray love film yg diangkat dari novel :)

ceritanya tentang cewek yang abis cerai dan berusaha nyari dunia baru buat dia biar bisa ngeluapain mantan suaminya, dia sampai pergi ke italy, india, & indonesia cuman buat cari kehidupan dan keseimbangan, dan akhirnya ngedapatin cinta sejatinya di Bali :)

intinya love life nya dia ga beda jauh sm gue :'( sayangnya gue ga cerai tapi putus dan gue ga sampe pergi ke luar negri juga HEHEHE

something that i've learn from this movie :

"There are only two questions that human beings have ever fought over, all through history. How much do you love me? and Who's in charge? Everything else is somehow manageable. But these two questions of love and control undo us all, trip us up and cause war, grief and suffering."
— Elizabeth Gilbert

"You may return here once you have fully come to understand that you are always here"
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

"So now I have started living my own life. Imperfect and clumsy as it may look, it is resembling me now, thoroughly." (95)"
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

"Smile with face, smile with mind, and good energy will come to you and clean away dirty energy."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

"I guess what I want to learn is how to live in this world and enjoy its delights but also devote myself to God."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

dan yang terakhir yang paling gue STABILO-in :

"cinta memang bisa pergi secara sengaja tapi cinta sejati selalu datang secara tidak sengaja"

AAAAAAA SO SWEET BANGET :')

with so much love, and pain,

ADEL

weapon!

hi all

happy saturday! ;)

besok tgl 10 10 10 lohhh

i wish he can................................. tell me that he LOVE me again

but okay forget it!

gue mau pergi tp masih lama gimana kalo kita B L O G G I NG! yep! blogging!

hey i have someone who called "weapon"

he's strong, he's always here when i'm alone, he's alaways make me smile. he's always stay next to me, but........ he's not alive, he's died!, he's blue, he don't have a soul, he just have a heart, he's love me, and i love him!!!

HE IS.......................................................... RICI! (yeah, his name is rici not weapon-_-)

how cute is he? hihihi :D

he's my new boyfriend ya dulu sih dia anak gue sekarang? hmm pacar gue aja deh HEHEHE

yaudah aku mau main sm rici dulu ya bubye

with love and happiness,

ADEL

do you feel my LONELINESS? no! you never undersrand

hi.. :'(

demi Allah skrng gue lg nangis.

yep, krn cowok (lagi) kenapa harus makhluk Tuhan yg bernama COWOK yg selalu bikin gue nangis?

hm gini.

gue baru sekarang ngerasain yang namanya kesepian banget!

bahkan saat seseorang yang bener2 lo percaya ga ada saat lo butuhin, lo tau gimana rasanya? SAKIT!

orang yang tadinya sahabat lo dan tiba-tiba lo naksir berat sm dia tapi........ dia malah naksir sm temen deket lo! bukannn!! bukan.. bukan temen deket tp dia naksir sm orang yg udah lo anggep SAHABAT! pasti sakit kan? sakit banget! ga ada yg bisa lo lakuin.

hal yang gue pikirin sekarang itu cuman :

1. kalo gue ngalah, gue bakal terima kalo gue sakit hati

2. gue udah sayang sm dia engga! gue ga sayang gue....... udh hm udah ah gue jg ga ngerti sm perasaan gue

3. knp dia bilang kalo dia sayang sm gue tapi ternyata......... dia suka sm sahabat gue :'(

4. apa cuman krn cowok persahabat gue harus rusak?

5. apa sahabat gue bisa dibilang MT? enggak! dia ga salah! gue yang salah gue terlalu gampang suka sm orang

6. knp gue harus suka sm dia? orang yg jelas2 ga pernah dan ga akan mau sama gue

7. gue harus ikhlasin gimana pun caranya, even it hurts too much

gue tau gue harusnya ga semarah ini, dia bukan siapa2 gue MEREKA bukan siapa2 gue

itu hak mereka, gue ga seharusnya benci sm mereka. mereka cocok kok, pantesssss

cowonya ganteng, cewenya cantik! perfect kan? emang!

sorry kalo gue nge post kaya gini gue terlalu bingung harus curhat kemana? gue sakit, gue pusing. semoga kalian bahagia kalo jadian :') gue seneng kok. makasih

ADEL!!

he's my "edward cullen"

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

good morning!!! iya dengan kata2 gue yg kaya gitu gue tau kalian semua pasti tau kalau gue lagi bahagia bangettttttttt

ga banget sih,biase aje-_-

nah gini gue......... ngerasa ada temen gue hm temen deket gue (cowok)

dan dia itu perhatiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan banget perhatian sebagai temen ya, ya gue gatau perhatian itu serius atau ga yg penting ya dia itu EDWARD CULLEN banget buat gue

hm gini ya awalnya gue ga nyadar kalo dia tuh hmm ternyata ga pengen gue deket sm siapa2 cuman pas percakapan berikut gue sadar akan sesuatu :

dia : knp sih harus suka sm si "itu"? emg dia baik buat lo? ga kan? belom tentu jg kan?

gue : lo knp sih? suka2 gue kali suka sm siapa, emg itu urusan lo?

dia : iyalah! itu urusan gue kali! lo kan sahabat gue! gue gamau lo kenapa2

gue : EH! LO TUH UDAH PUNYA CEWEK! URUS AJA CEWEK LO! NGAPAIN NGURUSIN GUE! *emosi bgt nih gue ceritanya*

dia : nah? lo knp jd ngurusin cewek gue? cewek gue ya urusan gue kali knp jd lo yg ngurus?

gue : *kicep*

dia : knp lo diem? ga bisa jawab? jujur ya del, gue kaya gini krn gue sayang sm lo! gue sayang sm lo lebih dari sekedar sahabat! DAN KALO WAKTU ITU LO GA JADIAN SM IKI MUNGKIN GUE UDAH NEMBAK LO! BUKAN NEMBAK CEWEK GUE!

gue : *kicep sambil cengo*

dia : ngomong dong del! gue butuh jawaban

gue : JAWABAN APA? lo ga nanya apa2 dari tadi

dia : seengganya gue mau lo ngomong sesuatu, gue ga suka lo diem

gue : mulut2 gue knp lo yg ngatur!

dia : *diem*

gue : *diem*

*ga lama dia nyapa gue lagi*

dia : sorry ya del, gue ga maksud buat ngomong kaya gini

gue : *appear offline* (HAHAHAHHAAHA gue seneng banget pas kaya gini)

trussss ga lamaaa dia sms gue :

"del, maafin gue pliss gue cuman ga pengen kita berantem gue ga mau persahabatan kita rusak, gue tau gue gatau diri krn ngungkapin ini sekarang. tapi tadi gue emosi bgt del, sorry ya"

dan sejak itu gue tau perasaan dia :) seandainya dia juga tau perasaan gue............................

gue juga nganggep lo.................. lebih dari sahabat dan waktu lo nembak cewek lo gue tuh nyesek paraaaaaaah gue jg ngucapin " WAHHHH CONGRATS YA KALIAN BERDUAAAA" dalem hati "semoga cepet putus" GUE TAU GUE JAHAT TAPI............... ya emg kenyataannya kayaa gitu-_-

yaudah for my edward cullen : gue tau mungkin lo gamungkin baca blog gue jd gue tulis kaya gini, sorry kalo gue frontal gue jg pengen lebih dr sekedar sahabat sm lo, cuman hmmm langgeng ya sm cewek lo *tulus nih*, tp thanks bgt lo bikin gue sadar kalo lo tuh jg sayang sm gue dan lo selalu bisa bantu gue buat move on dr iki,arvin,dkk makasih yaaaa :D :*

with a broken heart and happiness,

ADEL!!

i called this "weird"

hi!

gini ya gue skrng mau frontal2an

*kapan sih gue ga frontal*-_-

okay lanjut ke topik....................

jadi hari ini.. hm ya hari biasa lah cuman gue.. tadi gue ngajak iki balikan tapi ditolak ya gatau deh alesannya knp dan gue GAMAU tau-___- takut jd cengeng lg gue HAHAHAH lanjut!

nah yaudah tadinya gue mau refresh otak sambil lupain masalah iki nolak gue!!

yaudah gue ke penvill sm jane sekalian mau beli kado. eh sampe di penvil :

1, gue dibuntutin 2 orang ber jas item yg ternyata peng-hp-no-tis (yg kaya di uya kuya)-__-

2. IKI ADA DI PENVILL JUGAAAAAAA *ini yg bikin gue paling shock*

3. gue dihipnotis-_- tp positive gitu

4. abang-abang yg jualan di e-games MINTA NOMOR HP GUE aaaaa gue ditaksir abang-abangggg #yaAllahtolongbaim -_-

5. gue ketemu someone ganteng bangettttttttttttttttttttttttttt namanya arya

6. ohya! btw yg abang2 yg minta nmr hp gue namanya arvin masa-_-

UDAH AAAHH CUKUP STRESS GUE HARI INI!!!!

ADEL!!

you're j-e-r-k can you spell it,huh?

hi........

gue? hm banyak yg pengen gue omongin ke lo, gue tau mungkin ini ga jelas, cuman yaa drpd gue stresssssssss mending gue keluarin semua ELO nya ga baca ini HAHAHAHAHAH mampussss222222222! -_- lebay bgt sih gue? emang!

"lo bikin gue rusak!"

"parah bgt lo aaahhhhh monyet!!!! (@&Y#@*$(Y^#&$@"

"gampang bgt sih lo mainin cewek! sok laku asssssoooeee"

"lo terlalu ngejerumusin gue ke KEHIDUPAN LO yg PERFECT itu!" *Itu menurut lo ya! menurut temen2 gue sih ENGGA"

"lo tuh!! AAAANJKNBSBDKBEKF E AU AH SAKING NYEBELIN NYA LO GUE KEHABISAN KATA-KATA"

"emang selama ini gue bilang HAMPIR ke semua temen2 gue kalo gue MASIH SAYANG SAMA LO! tapi? sekarang? HAHAHA gatau knp gue jd benci banget loh sm lo!"

"lo tau ga sih semua temen2 lo bilang "lebay bgt sih lo del, diputusin dia doang cowok masih banyak kale" dan kali ini GUE BILANG MEREKA ITU BENER"

" AU AH MAU TIDUR!"

BYEEEEEEEE MUAH MUAH bytheway gue suka pas bugi manggil gue "matrix" dontknowwhy

ADEL!

THISISTHEFUCKINGWORSTDAYEVER!

HEY!

okay sekarang gue ga bisa santai!!!!!!

hahaha lebay bgt sih gue! emanggg haha oke enough

jadi kan besok ada ujian musik, dan gue ada dua pilihan!

1.pianika

2.suling

3.gitar!

eh 3 pilihan deng hehe maap!

nah gue milih pilihan ke tiga!

tapi.........berhubung ini tentang MUSIK DAERAH...........

gue nyerah!! gilelumanabisague!

DALAM SATU HARI GUE BISA MAEN LAGU DAERAHH!!

maen? HAAHAHAHAHA bahasa gue maen berasa gue ngajak maen "eh maen petak umpet yuk?" hahaha stresss bangetttt sih gue-_- yaolooo

nah lanjut!

besok justin bieber konser!!!!!!
BANGSATBANGSATBANGSATBANGSATBANGSATTTTTTTT

gue mau nonntoonn dan you know what?? ITU TERLALU CEPAT TAK ADA BERITA SAMA SEKALI

gimana gue ga emosi???? biasa aja sih sebenarnya
HAHAHA

okee

pokoknya gue ga bisa cerita lebih banyak yang penting I HATE THIS DAY LAAH POKOK E

i got 5 chemistries with HIM today

kaya sholat aje 5x sehari HAHAHA udah ah stress bgt nih gue

udah ya bubey

ADEL!!

it's all about us!

hi!

morning friends :)

and my loyal readers :)

jadi gini hmmmmmmm gue ngerasa banyak yg berubah sekarang :(

yep temen2 gue berubah bangettttttttttttt apalagi sahabat gue

gue gatau siapa yg berubah entah itu gue yg berubah dan temen2 gue ngerespon perubahan gue

atau temen2 gue yg berubah dan gue merespon itu hmmmm

udah ah jgn ngomongin berubah gue jd keingat power rangers kalo ngomong "BERUBAH!"

dengan tangan kanan menyimpang di dada dan tangan kiri terangkat ke atas-_-

ya gitu lah "everything changes" like i told you tadi lah hmm gitu deh haha keep smiling del. mungkin cuman gue sendiri dan beberapa temen deket gue yg bisa bikin gue "keep smiling" yaa even it hurts so bad.

bytheway, gue belom ngerjain karya tulis baru beberapa halaman ;)

ohya!! hari ini.................................. happy birthday rafan kaysan ahmad MUAH MUAH!!

dan happy birthday ya fitri, happy anniversary selalfan! :) langgeng2 ya kalian jgn putusnyambung (kaya gue)

satu hal yg harus gue inget bahkan kalo semua mantan gue nge jauhin gue + sahabat2 gue ya gue masih punya temen yep! be-be-ra-pa temen laahh :D

mungkin cuman 1 atau 2 orang dan mereka bukan anak alpen seengganya mereka ada pas gue mau curhat ;)

semuanya kayanya udah sibuk dengan urusan masing2. atau mungkin gue yang egois. gue gatau

gue bingung. pusing. gue capek galau terus. gue tau mereka mungkin udah berusaha ada pas gue lg ngebutuhin mereka tapi.. gue nya yg ga peduli

gue pengen berubah!! (entah jd kodok, ibu peri, putri, atau apapun itu)-_-

tapi ini serius!! gue mau berubah! (in good way) ga deng kayanya in the bad way

gue mau CUEK! ga peduli sm semua orang even orang itu ARTIS!!! tapi gue gatau can i do that?

i don't know :(

"ya Allah hambaMu ini mau berubah, hambaMu ini tak mau jadi orang yang peka terus meneruss!! kurangilah kepekaan hambaMu ini sedikit, hambaMu tidak mau menjadi manusia yang cengeng ya Allah, Amin"

ADEL!!

what used to be

hi!

lanjut ke topik aje ye jadi........... aahh mau nangis

1. hp gue ilaangggg

2. gue sekarang kayanya bandel bgt masya Allah :'(

3. iki? hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mau nangis (jgn dibahas plis)

4. ntar lagi masuk sekolaah

5. gue sekarang terkena "bieber fever" (ya gue tau ini kabar gembira)-_-

oke gue pengen ngetik2 ga jelas yaaa

jadi nih gue ngerasa si itu lagi clbk sm si itu plis gue ga mau frontal takut kebaca orangnya-_- biarkan hanya saya dan Tuhan yang mengerti.....

iya jd si itu sm itu clbk nah gue takutnya aaaaa dia cepet bgt sih ngelupain gue nya :'( sejahat itu kah gue? sampe karmanya kaya gini? aaaaaaa

nah terus yg sampe sekarang gue permasalahin knp si itu msh marah sm gue kan yg salah KITA!! bukan hanya gue! knp LO MARAH KE GUE!!! AAAAAAAAAAA BENCI BGT GUE SM LOOOOOOO!! isssssssssssh dasar manusia ga bersyukurrrr!

nih ya gue tau lo skrng lg pdkt sm MANTAN GEBETAN lo HAHAHA kasian cuman mantan gebetan-_- AH JAHAT AH GUE! bodo ah gue ini yg ngerti HAHA-_-

gue pengen heeem heeemmm namanya heeemm ba tothe li tothe kan! tapi gue jg ogah!! najisamitamitdehyaAllahmasyaAllah! tapi bukan sm itu! tp sm hmm another one!

ah gue yg ngetik gue yg bingung udah yaa mau ke rumah tante erni :D

bye!!!!! MUAH XOXO

ADEL!!

have you ever crying for me? or you don't even care?

hi....

tooooooo morning buat gue blogging hahaha enough-_-

nih ya! masa gue liat di timeline nya iki ada ini

tapi gue gatau itu buat gue atau bukan :(

palingan bukan HAHA pd gila gue itu buat gue HAHAHA *tau-tau emang buat gue* MAMPUS! JEGERRRRRRRR!! HAHAHAHAHAHA lebay bgt sih gue! emang-_-

nah gue ga permasalahin itu cuman yang gue permasalahin sekarang...

masa ya masa ya masa ya masa yaa gue kalo denger lagu galau nangis muluuu aaahh assssooooeeeeeeee-__-

iyaiya every songs reminds me of what we used to be bangettt aahh

misalnya like we used to hmm like we used tooo banget

terus ya sudahlah itu tuh lagunya dia buat gue-_- apa bae elah

nah terus what you mean to me ituu aahhh so sweer dia pernah nyanyi itu masa ke gue HAHAHA enough

terus terus terus hmm banyaaakkk kaya so sick, wouldn't change a thing, love the way you lie!! aaahhh ga perngen denger lagu aahhhh

nah intinya sekarang gue lagi stressss bangettt aaaahhh bang sate! -_-

udah ya mau sarapan hihihhihhii bubey

ADEL!

i don't know who to getting closer with him (again)

-I remember the first time you say "get well soon, Adel" on msn. but, it was so long ago. now? you don't even care about my condition

-after you say "get well soon, Adel" i say "thanks a lot" and since that we're getting close

-then i thought it was just simply saying "sorry" but it was more than that

-one night you greet me on msn and asked "why don't you sleep? it was already too night" and the attention that made me "fall in love"

-shortly afterwards, you said you liked me and wanted to protect me from anything. i remember it happened on march 17th 2010

-since that, i always wondered "why did you like me?"

-but that i never asked it because I believe you're like me not because of beauty, because I'm not beautiful

-soon thereafter. our relationship became a mess! I don't believe this is happening but something makes me believe this is real!

-we broke up! i also don't believe this happened, but someone woke me once again they're made me realize this is real! you really left me!

i realized that i still love you till now :')

ADEL

just finish this

LIKE WE USED TO - Rocket To The Moon

I could feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart; fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago,
Oh I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
Oh we took it slow and we both know
It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music?
While you dance to purple rain
Does he do all these things?
Like I used to?

I know that love happens all the time, love
(I'm a sucker for that feeling)
You're on my mind, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
And that happens all the time, love
(Oh darling, I know I'm not needed)

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like your invincible
With every word he'll say
Can you promise me that this was right?
Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things?
Like we used to

Oh like we used to

that's so ironic

25 - 17 <-------- Arvin Priyandika Hutama

17 - 25 <-------- Rifqi Muhammad

wew isn't that too ironic, right? yes! for me!hh gue jadian sama arvin tgl 25 gue inget banget belum nyampe sebulan putus tgl 17!dan gue inget bgt gue jadian sm iki tgl 17 dan blm 6 bln gue putus tanggal 25!!

dan iki itu udh gue anggap lbh dr arvin, oke jujur ya waktu msh sebulan sm iki gue msh blm bisa nge gantiin arvin, tp sekarang? ya absolutely i love him TOO much!

iya kemaren tgl 25 gue putus sm iki melalui perbincangan telfon yg CUKUP singkat,yep! he's broke me up with the reason "dia ga mau bikin gue nangis terus krn dia"ya gue terima kok alesannya dia yg ga gue terima tuh hmm kok dia ga mikir kalo dia mutusin gue itu malah bikin gue nangis daraaah sampe 5 hari! oke gue lebay tp emg gue nangis mulu dr tgl 25 sampe hari ini udh 4 HARIIII!!

hhh mau nyari penggantinya? ya gimana ya? namanya juga udah sayangSenna? ok gue emg naksir sm dia tapi ga lebih dari naksir! lagian dia jg adek kelas gueya kali dah gue mau jadian sm brondong -____- hhyg jelas gue tuh cuman suka sm Senna kata lainnya yaa hmm KAGUM! ok? ga lebih

jd pembaca blog gue dimana pun lo berada jgn salah paham duluuu ok?

buat iki? g-e-t-a-l-i-f-e apa kata lo deh hhh gue udh coba move on tapi hasilnya? ZERO!

hmmm yaudah lah cuman mau curhat itu doang ok?

i wanna go to sleep! what will i do? cause i still love you, and you're the one only who can save me!

the stupid person. 28 Agustus 2010

ADEL

just try to understand yourself

"I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed" - if i were a boy lyrics

ga tau kenapa malam ini gue galau parah :(

hmm gini, gue ngerasa ada yg aneh sm perasaan gue.. ngerti ga?

yep, kayanya hmm gue suka sama orang lain :'(

tapi.. ya gimana ya? gue jg belom tau sih gue cuman ngerasa cocok aja sm dia

btw, gue udah punya cowok yep, pembaca setia blog gue pasti udah tau siapa cowok gue

RIFQI MUHAMMAD ----> http://twitter.com/rifqirdv (click that link of want to know who's my boyf)

yep, dan orang yang gue suka sekarang ga lain adalah temennya dia!!

jahat ga sih gue? IYA! JAHAT BANGET! ya ga usah gue tanya pasti semua orang bakal bilang gue jahat

tapi ya emang kenyataannya kaya gitu, skrng gue mau cerita ke siapa? dhila? no! i have a plan for her! iki? NO WAY! IMPOSSIBLE gue cerita ke dia tentang orang yang gue suka yg ga lain adalah temen dia, anjani? yaaa gue tau anjani ga bakal bisa ngasih saran, hanan? hhh forget it let me do this by myself

tapi, hmm hari ini hari anniv gue, gue udah ngelakuin banyak cara buat bikin iki inget janjinya

tapi.. just guessing, dia ga inget sama sekali!! :'(

dia janji hari ini mau nyanyiin lagunya christopher wilde - what you mean to me

tapi? dia ga nyanyiin itu ke gue *brb nangis* i know mungkin dia males cari lagu itu di internet

yeah that means dia males bikin gue seneng di hari anniv gue

"Here I am
with all my heart I hope you understand
I know I let you down, but I'm never,
Gonna make that mistake again.
You brought me closer to who I really am
Come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me" -what you mean to me lyrics

17 Agustus 2010

ADEL

Perkenalanku, temanku

Aku..

Orang yang selalu berharap bisa menghadapi semua cobaan hidup

walau berat dan cobaan itu terus menerus terjadi.

Aku..

Orang yang selalu mengejar cinta yang tidak pernah menanggapi

arti perjuanganku untuk cintaku

Aku..

Orang yang selalu mengemis kasih sayang pada orang tuaku

walau aku tau mereka tidak akan memperdulikannya

Hujan..

Bolehkah aku berlari dan menari dibawah rintihan air-air itu

hanya untuk menghapus semua penat ini?

kekecewaan, air mata, kesedihan, dan semua yang telah ku perjuangkan

Dia..

Pangeran itu..

Datang dengan kuda putih nan elok dan indah, dengan pasti

berjalan mendekati seorang biasa sepertiku berharap, kejadian cinta

Romeo dan Juliet terjadi, aku, aku hanya bisa terdiam menunggu

pangeran itu mengulurkan tangannya..

Tangan itu datang mendekatiku, memperkenalkan namanya "Rifqi"

dia turun dari kudanya, aku? tetap dengan kaki gemetar berpegang

pada sebuah ranting rapuh yang hampir goyah. Aku berlari

tidak tahu harus kemana..

pangeran itu pun? menghilang.

ADEL

love at the first sight

okay! heyy hey hey

gini ya tadi kan gue ke ex, pas masuk ex gue sih ga nyadar sama itu tuh tukang buka2in pintu mobilnya nahhh trus pas pulangnya gue kan nungguin sopir tuh lamaaaaaa bangetttt, sumpah. ga boong! sejam ada kali tuh! nah pas itu gue baru ngeh kalo tukang buka2in pintunya tuh hm oke gue singkat jadi TB2P oke? OKE! nah trus gue baru nyadar kalo TB2P itu tuh gantengggg bangetttt kaya STEFAN WILLIAM kalo ada yang ga tua stefan william silahkan klik link berikut ---> http://twitter.com/stevwilliam pasti tau deh ntar nahhh trus gue kirain dia tuh stefan kannn trus, ternyata tante gue ngeh kalo drtd gue ngeliatin si TB2P itu nah terjadilah dialog kecil :

gue : itu tukang buka2in pintunya ex ya?

tante gue : iya, itu mah emang kerjaannya diaa?

gue : tadi tante dias ke sini naik taksi kan ya?

tante gue : iya, knp?

gue : dibukain ga pintunya?

tante gue : gatau, lupa

THE END!

nah trus kan gue perhatiin trus akhirnya si TB2P nyadar kalo gue perhatiin terus dia senyum OH MY FUCKING GOD! melting gue, kalo itu stefan william beneran gue udah pingsan sambil ngemut plastik tuh aahhhhhhhh ganteng nya super ganteng (engga deng lebey, ganteng ROBERT PATTINSON ALWAYS) nah lanjut, trus kan ya gak lama supirnya dateng nah gue tuh ngarepnya dia yg nge bukain pintu yaudah deh -_- ternyata bukan diaaa aahhh *brb nangis*

nah yaudah deh intinya, gue nyesel ga nanya NAMA, facebook, twitter, ama nomor hp nya dia -_-

yaudahlah, cowok bukan cuman dia oh ya! ni fotonya

STUPID GIRL WHO FALLIN IN LOVE,

ADEL!!

just try to let him go

hi okay sekarang gue gak banyak bacot langsung ke topik ya..

ahhhhh sekarang gue lg nangis sumpah!!!

gue kangen ikiiii, i know to love someone is learn to let him go but i CAN NOT!!!

ntar lg tgl 6, rencana gue ke mereka udah mateng gue mau adil, gue ga mau kaya gini terus, kasian mereka yaAllah ah gue harus gimana?

by the way, iki kayanya udah ga sayang deh sama gue, gue udah ga liat perhatian yang dulu lagi dari dia, apa dia marah sm gue?? halah udah deh ya pentolan emang kaya gitu.

tadi gue ditinggalin sama bunda+ tante gue mereka nonton eclipse dan aahhh gue ditinggalin, mereka ga tau apa gue pengen bgt nonton itu ya emg sih salah gue jg tapi.. kan gue pengen bgt nonton itu dan gue ngeliat bunda gue skrng rada aneh deh ga tau kenapa..

ya kaya pilih kasih gitu lah setiap gue nanya-nanya pasti jawabannya marah kalo gak pendek2 gitu iya gue tau harusnya ge gak berpikiran kaya gini tapi emg itu yg gue rasain gue cuman ga pengen dianggap anak kecil gue pengen dianggap dewasa AH GUE MAU TERIAK GUE TUH UDH BESAR!!! okay gue tau selama tinggal sama bunda gue, gue tuh hanya ngerepotin makannnn terusssss gue mau magang tapi ga jadi-jadii ah tapi ga usah diginiin juga kali :'(

okay ahh udah deh ya gue cuman pengen curhat tentang itu, gue kangen iki and that so damn much miss him

01 JULI 2010

the saddest person,

ADEL!

afa

okay nah jadi gini,hmmm heyyy so longgg time that i haven't a post yet

jadiiiiii gue tuh hm ada rapat proposal gitu kan nah jadinya tuh pada di rumah gue gituu dann... that day was the last day i stuck for my exams and then me and my friends pergi ke rumah gue dan bla bla blaaa gue pergi kerumah gue sama FARIS,bayu,anjani.dhila, dan hanan :) dann... ternyata sampai di rumah gue gue ngelayanin dhila hanan dengan memasakkan merak telor ceplok -_- nah abis itu merek ke kamar gue,membuka laptop, dan setelah ituu kita... omegle-an bukan ngerjain proposal -_- itu yg bikin lama nah trus kan kalo cewek yg ada itu tuh jatah faris (karena bayu gamau omegle) kalo cowok itu jatah gue,hanan.dhila,anjani HA HA HA LOL! nahhh abis itu kitaa pergi ke rumah tante gue yg ga jauh dr rumah gue dan bla bla bla abis itu anjani pulangg,trus bay faris, nah tinggal gue ber3 kan tuhhh nah truss gue ama hanan,dhila iseng nge nelfon faris gitu (kurang kerjaan kan? emang!) dan yaudah ternyata.. we know something important from that tragedy :D actually................................. faris itu suka sm gue -__- itu yg gue tau

nah trusss malemnya diaa nelfon,sms gitu dehhh bla bla bla tau2 jadian aja gitulah intinyaaa

:O ngantuk nihhhhh tidur duluan yaaaa byeeeee XOXO

ADEL

untittled

hey all,

lama ga posting yaaawww maaf yee haha rada males nge post nih sekarang

ga ada pengalaman seru hehe eeehhh ada dengggg hmm ceritanya bermulai pada tanggal hmmm *tunggu gue lupa nih..* ohh ya inget tanggal hmm pokoknya hari sabtu aja hehe

nah pagi-pagi jam 9 an gitu kan gue ol fb tiba-tiba raihan hafiz ngajak chat kaya gini :

hmm gitu deh intinya (males ngetik) hahaha

OH YA BOKAP GUE ULTAH LO HARI INI!!!!

BODO AHHHHH DIA AJA LUPA SM ULTAH GUE!!! PENTING APA YA?? GUE NGUCAPIN ULTAHHH? MALES!

hmmm udah deh males nge-post pas inget bokap gue ultah

I Thought I Lose You

Miley:
Nobody listens to me
Don’t hear a single thing I've said,
Say anything to soothe me,
Anything to get you from my head
Don’t know how I really feel
To fake the days and make it like I don’t care
Don’t know how much it hurts
to turn around like u were never there
Like somehow you could be the break
And I could walk away from the promises we made
And swore we’d never break

[CHORUS]
Both:
I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me
I thought I’d never see your sweet face again
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went
I kept the moments that we were in
And I knew in my heart you'd come back for me, my friend
And now I got you
I thought I lost you

Travolta:
I felt so empty out there
And there were days I had my doubts
But I knew I found you somewhere
'cause I knew I couldn't live without
You in my life for one more day
I swore I never break the promises we made

[CHORUS]
Both:
I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me
I thought I’d never see your sweet face again
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went
I kept the moments that we were in
And I knew in my heart you'd come back for me, my friend
And now I got you
I thought I lost you

Travolta:
I've told myself I wouldn't sleep till
I searched the world from sea to sea

Miley:
I made a wish upon a star
I turned around and there you were

Both:
Now here we are

Miley:
Here we are
I thought I lost you

Travolta:
I thought I lost you, too

Miley:
I thought I lost you

Travolta:
I thought I lost you

Miley:
Yeah

[CHORUS]
Both:
I thought I lost you when you ran away to try to find me
I thought I’d never see your sweet face again
I turned around and you were gone and on and on the days went
I kept the moments that we were in
And I knew in my heart you'd come back for me, my friend
And now I got you
I thought I lost you

Miley:
But I thought I lost you

Travolta:
I thought I lost you too

Both:
So then I got you got you
So then I got you

Miley:
I thought I lost you

Travolta:
I thought I lost you too

i just want to b-r-e-a-t-h-e

hii :)

yap sesuai dengan judul just want to b-r-e-a-t-h-e yg artinya adalah BERNAFAS

hahaha iya gue tau buat post gue yg satu ini cukup ge-je haha gimana ga ge-je

people around me itu sedang broken heart ya gue ga muna se-parah-parahnya broken heart itu tetep aja SAKIT!

for all my friend who already felt that hmm..calm down buddy!

we'll get a great way for that

yaahh buat masukan para yg sedang patah hati hmm,masalahnya i've already have many experience about that problems

oh yaa siapa aja follow twitter gue dong

http://twitter.com/adeldge

ask me anything :

http://www.formspring.me/adelianrlhdyh

and keep reading my blog :

http://stupidgirlhere.blogspot.com/

still love him,

ADEL

"4LaY" what is that for you?

hi :)

(ok gue tau gue blogging di hari yg sama) it means gue blogging 2x sehari

oh ya menurut kalian pembaca blog gue, ALAY itu apa?? lo semua bisa nge-judge semua orang alay itu ALAY tapi kalian sebenarnya ngerti ga artinya ALAY? i'm totally sure lo semua pernah alay = ngalay = mengalay = apapun itu namanya!!

iya gue ngaku gue sendiri itu pernah alay (kalo ga percaya tanya temen-temen SD gue deh)

nah abis itu gue sadar gue sendiri belum bisa nge-judge orng alay karena gue tau mereka semua ga sadar sama apa yg mereka tulis,ucapin,ataupun lakuin

kita semua ga pernah tau kan, gimana cara guru,atau orang tua, atau our favorite celebrity wrote their sentence or typed in sms or their status?? bisa aja mereka alay (BISA AJA.mungkin engga)

nah just that gue cuman bingung ko gue bisa sih ngatain orang alay padahal gue belum yakin kalo gue tuh ga alay

don't underestimate them.

ADEL

not for all

hey

iya gue tau gue gi-la

sangat gila! dan bener-bener ga waras ..

gue tau gue gi-la

iya gue tau gue udah nyebutin itu lebih dari sekali

TAPI INI KENYATAAN

gue tuh GILA!

(gue tau lo semua berfikir orang gila yang satu ini sangat canggih karena bisa mengetik)

tapi emang gue GILA!

(iya del STOP!)

hm,lets start the story :

nah ceritanya gue tuh sekolah -_- nah habis itu gue ga tau kenapa gue bingung dengan diri gue sendiri gitu ..

jadi disekolah tuh gue cengo tapi ga jelas cengo kenapa gue ngerasa ke-judge tapi ga parah bgt

gue selalu baca majalah B'girl atau cosmogirl! atau kaWanku (iya gue tau yg ngederan majalah kaWanku bakal segera bilang "ih adel alay" tapi itu kenyataan) nah gue pernah baca di majalah topiknya "dont judge yourself" dan disitu tertulis

1. Being who you are

2. Dont judge yourself

3. Be yourself

4. Try to care with your around world

5. Just keep walking and say "I DONT CARE"

6. If they're laughing of you look at them and laughing with them

masuh banyak lagilah tapi masalahnya sekarang gue ga tau siapa diri gue,gue terlalu takut buat nunjukkin gue itu siapa,dan gue emang terlalu bingung okay?

stop talking about me,pleaseeee i begging you.

masalah angkatan,gue ga peduli ya they're laugh of me and..i cant laugh with them

tapi gue cuman mohon satu aja untuk kali ini gue jujur banget gue seumur-umur ga pernah ngomongin kejelekan lo I SWEAR OF EVERYTHING I SWEAR OF GOD IN THIS WORLD

hahaha :D see that? i am laughing but.. i'll to be the better person like what you want :) but know one thing,if you want to change a person change yourself before :) because i knew that you know no one perfect in this world all people have a good site and a bad site and i thought i have many bad site in myself just same with any one else .i promise of you! i'll change all change myself,my act,my EVERY-THING but.. dont talking about me again,okay? I WILL CHANGE,BUDDY

try to a better person,

ADEL

This is my Life

Life defines in Metabolism, In reproduction, we make our miniature selves, our look alike In the power of adaptation, like what is in now, What is fashionable, how I blend with all of you How I mimic you, how I become a clown to you, Life in being nice This is my life A short and a merry one This my life In the middle of my own life To life, a life, in the hope of discovering the meaning of my life, My speech my poetry Come to life with me To the life, for the life of one like me, Not taking this life in my own hands, Never, never, To life, this is life As big as life as large as life is large In resiliency, in elasticity Animations, cartooning, animate, I vivify I vilify I quicken I liken The life force in my life’s functions Drawn from life to life drawn Dream to life a life full of dreams This liveliness, this sparkle This effervescence of life, this bubbling life like wine This sprightliness like soft Drink like energy drinks This verve, this vigor this vivacity Of life to life as big as life My life This is my life This me I am life I am energy i am in this poem trying to run away from everything in my life, running in life to life and life, because of life, for life. ADEL

That Little Girl With Her Hands To The Sky

Have you ever clung to a desire for so long
that your eyes saw nothing else?
The most beautiful part of existence is the ability to dream,
to aspire toward a goal, no matter how lofty!

Like the little girl with her hand outstretched to the stars,
hoping for just one touch of the cosmos.
Try as she may, with all of her might
soon she will realize she cannot reach very far.
That little girl does not cry!
In fact she simply sits there,
smiling.

And soon tonight, like many before
her mother will call with affection,
peeking out the front door.
‘Sweetheart, my darling where are you?
It’s getting late and you need your sleep! ‘
That little girl does not whine!
In fact she just walks in,
smiling.

The little girl with her hands to the sky,
is content with the knowledge that tomorrow is another day.
Her arms will be one day longer,
and the stars will still be there.
Her dream may wither until it can’t even be seen
but her dream will never tear.

got a new one :)

hey, maaf udah lama ga blogging hehe seminggu ini gue mid yap,lebih tepatnya my SUCKS DAY haha

well,gue gak mau berlarut-larut sama arvin priyandika hutama sooo..gue mutusin buat nyari yang lain you know what i mean? i mean i've a new one now..

hm,for the first time he said "hey" on msn and then i said it too blah blah blah we're getting close and then.. yep, in a relationship haha

(L) for sure, awalnya gue gak suka lo ama dia (yah biasa aja maksudnya) and then.. hehe bisa dibilang namanya P-D-K-T gitu terus yaa he said that he loves me and asked me that am i want to be his girlf or not? and i said.. yes i want

that was exactly on march 17th 2010 very grateful to be him but.. just one i always wondering in my mind,why he want it? want out relationship,but just take it easy

sorry gue bahasanya campur-campur habisnya kalo pake bhs Indo gue maluuuu *blushing* sendiri gueee

lot a love.

ADEL

LOOKBOOK.nu: Anda Brea

LOOKBOOK.nu: Anda Brea

tik tok

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/tik_tok_lyrics_ke$ha.html

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

my favoriteTwilight Quotes

I know I said I was through with Twilight, but I just can't help myself. If you remember, I've done a recurring post called "Gleanings from My Readings" with beautiful or profound or funny or interesting quotes from whatever I've read lately--magazines, poetry, newspapers, novels, whatever. (At least, I've done it when I haven't been so immersed in writing that my reading life is nonexistent.) But I just spent almost two weeks reading Meyer's four novels, and although I almost always read with a pencil in hand to underline great sentences or make marginal notes, it didn't take long to find out I didn't need one for the Twilight saga--around 2000 pages without one passage begging me to underline it. Pretty sad. Well, I was tempted to underline for repetitive word use and make nasty comments in the margin, but that was just the editor in me coming out.

So, in honor of my tradition, here are some *great* lines from Twilight. Please feel free to guffaw loudly

And, no, I didn't waste my time gathering these quotes myself. You can find them and more at Twilight Quotes. Ready? Here you go:

Edward's Best Lines:

Bella: You were right. Edward: I usually am, but about what in particular this time?

Perhaps something more private?

Do I dazzle you?

Your number was up the first time I met you.

I don't want to hear that you feel that way. It's wrong. It's not safe. I'm dangerous, Bella - please, grasp that.

You were right - I'm definitely fighting fate trying to keep you alive.

Do you really believe that you care more for me than I do for you?

Darkness is so predictable, don't you think?

I can be patient - if I make a great effort.

I'm the world's best predator, aren't I? Everything about me invites you in - my voice, my face, even my smell. As if I need any of that! As if you could outrun me. As if you could fight me off.

Don't be afraid. I promise ... I swear not to hurt you.

So where were we, before I behaved so rudely?

You are exactly my brand of heroin.

You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.

Edward: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb ... Bella: Stupid lamb. Edward: Sick, masochistic lion.

As you are not addicted to any illegal substances, you probably can't empathize completely.

Are you still faint from the run? Or was it my kissing expertise?

Edward: Bella, I've already expended a great deal of personal effort at this point to keep you alive. I'm not about to let you behind the wheel of a vehicle when you can't even walk straight. Besides, friends don't let friends drive drunk. Bella: Drunk? Edward: You're intoxicated by my very presence.

Just because I'm resisting the wine doesn't mean I can't appreciate the bouquet.

I may not be a human, but I am a man.

Your hair looks like a haystack ... but I like it.

I could hardly leave in the clothes I came in - what would the neighbors think?

Bella: I love you. Edward: You are my life now.

What am I going to do with you? Yesterday I kiss you, and you attack me! Today you pass out on me!

You're worried, not because you're headed to meet a houseful of vampires, but because you think those vampires won't approve of you, correct?

It seems I'm going to have to tamper with your memory.

If you let anything happen to yourself - anything at all - I'm holding you personally responsible.

They gave you a few transfusions. I didn't like it - it made you smell all wrong for a while.

Bella: You stole a car? Edward: It was a good car, very fast.

Bella: Edward I honestly can't dance! Edward: Don't worry silly. I can.

Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.

Bella's Best Lines:

Stupid, shiny Volvo owner.

I thought you were supposed to be pretending I don't exist, not irritating me to death.

And how long have you been seventeen?

I fall down a lot when I run.

I do have some trouble with incoherency when I'm around him.

Sometimes it seems like you're trying to say goodbye when you're saying something else.

I'm absolutely ordinary - well, except for bad things like near-death experiences and being so clumsy that I'm almost disabled.

His eyes did that unfair smoldering thing again.

Did they know that I knew? Was I supposed to know that they knew that I knew, or not?

My decision was made, made before I'd ever consciously chosen, and I was committed to seeing it through. Because there was nothing more terrifying to me, more excruciating, than the thought of turning away from him.

Edward: I was thinking, while I was running ... Bella: About not hitting trees, I hope.

It's an off day when I don't get somebody telling me how edible I smell.

I need another human minute.

Vampires like baseball?

Edward: Now, what exactly are you worrying about? Bella: Well, um, hitting a tree - and dying. And then getting sick.

It would be nice if I could find just one thing you didn't do better than everyone else on the planet.

Don't I taste as good as I smell?

I was not finished kissing you. Don't make me come over there.

Are you tired of having to save me all the time?

A man and woman have to be somewhat equal ... as in, one of them can't always be swooping in and saving the other one. They have to save each other equally.

You are my life. You're the only thing it would hurt me to lose.

I'm not coming over anymore if Alice is going to treat me like Guinea Pig Barbie when I do.

In what strange parallel dimension would I ever have gone to prom of my own free will?

Other Best Lines:

Jake: You wouldn't happen to know where I could get my hands on a master cylinder for a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit?

Mike: He looks at you like ... like you're something to eat.

Alice: It sounded like you were having Bella for lunch, and we came to see if you would share.

Renee: Try to be more careful when you walk, honey, I don't want to lose you.



Now, aren't you just dying to read this literary treasure?

the reason why i'm not addicted to him

ok hey :)

so gue mau cerita aja soal siapa-siapa yang gue benci atau pun gue suka (celeb hlwd ya)

nah so i like him but.. LIKE ROBERT PATTINSON so much okay?? :

1. Robert Pattinson : pertama kali gue ngeliat dia di harry potter gue gak nge-fans banget lah ama dia ok,dan om saya menawarkan gue untuk membaca novel twilight karya stephanie mayer dan.. gue gak tertarik sebelum gue nonton Twilight gue selalu ngeliat cover movie nya di mana-mana di majalah ada,di setiap channel ada aja yg bahas soal Twilight, di radio ngomongin Twilight dan disini..gue mulai penasaran sama Twilight dan awal gue nonton film-nya gue-sama-sekali-gak-tertarik dan gue bosen pas liat ada EDWARD CULLEN gue nganga disitu gue mulai yakin i'm fall in love with edward cullen terus gue cari tahu soal siapa pemerannya dan blablabla disitu gue sadar kalau pemerannya yaitu , Robert Pattinson pernah main di harry potter dan pas tau gue langsung nonton harry potter lagi "untuk meyakinkan" disitu gue mulai addicted banget bangetan dehhh sampe punya 3 buku biography nya R-pattz :)

2. Zac Efron : okay :))) gue yakin kalian semua tau,why he can be a famous person?? yep,because HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL awal nya gue ga tau HSM itu apa? pemainnya siapa aja? atau ceritanya tentang apa? tapi pas gue jalan-jalan ke mall gue liat ko banyak tas-tas gambar hsm, botol minum, alat tulis, DLL. dan gue nonton tapi... gue gak begitu addicted pada dia pas tau dia famous banget :)

3. Panic! At The Disco : hm,hell-o i know that i knew this band from my friend al-ya haha thanks ya pas dia bilang "lagunya keren-keren loh del" dan gue langsung search di google about that band i finally i knew that their vocalis was pretty handsome i swear! *cross my finger haha dan gue mulai suka denger-denger lagu mereka nyerbu albumnya di toko music dan KETEMU!! sejak itu mereka adalah band favorite gue hehe

4. Boys Like Girls : yaahh for this band! i give you two thumbs ya gue tau gue GAK nonton konsernya tapi ya bisa liat di youtube juga -__- dan buat band ini sangat complicated buat ngefans ama band ini i've two friends who very addicted with this band yep, dini and adre haha buat mereka pembaca blog setia gue pasti tau siapa mereka, mereka tuh mau nerima fans BLG tapi mempunyai syarat (sepertinya) : 1. HARUS benci JUSTIN BIEBER 2. Harus suka ROCK music 3 Hafal semua lagu BLG 4. JANGAN PERNAH ucapkan/menyanyikan lagu JB if you're near them okay? 3 thumbs for them haha dan gue rasa gue emang bukan penggemar setia BLG gue cuman sekedar suka dengan beberapa lagu mereka :D

5. Justin Bieber : well, i like this Guy haha i mean some of his songs, ya gue emang suka JUSTIN BIEBER ya gue dulu.......semester 1 gue naksir berat ama dia dia cowok nomor 2 gue setelah R-pattz tapi pas lama-lama gue ngerasa tambah banyak yg naksir ama dia gue ngerasa males nge-fans ama dia jadi sekarang gue udah gak terlalu addicted with him but.. i still have his songs in my phone jujur, gue gak suka mukanya hihi :P i'm so sorry JB i'm not your true fans :) gue punya dendam ama dia ntar gue ceritain lain waktu in next post

6. Logan Lerman : yep,poseidon's son here baby... as PERCY JACKSON jujur gue gak ngerti filmnya kalo gue gak nonton bareng om gue yg selalu bercerita tentang dewa Yunani sepanjang film -,- sangat tragis (gak juga deng) haha tapi sumpah nih film keren loh,gue kira sekarang robert punya saingan baru nih haha ga deh you're still number one in my heart R-pattz :)))) okay gue cuman tau dikit sih soalnya tentang logan well,gue seneng ngumpulin posternya tapiiiii hehe :P

7. A.P.H : cuman orang-orang tertentu yg tau dia,dia ga maen film, he's not a famous person or singer or big star here but he's a student, junior high school's student, clever, smart, handsome, almost perfect!! haha ya gue cuman sekedar fans doang kok kedia gak lebih I SWEAR *cross my finger :P so he's a football keeper loohh haha "maybe it's trueeeeeee that i can't life without you and maybe twooo is better than oneee ..." hahaha jadi nyanyi kan gue -__-

so cuman segitu orang yang gue idola-kan sekarang sooo jelas kan gue addicted ama siapa?? of course my ROBERT PATTINSON (kabarnya dia itu maho!) tapi gue gak percaya i still love him (L) haha oh ya gue punya penggemar rahasia lohhh dan kayanya gue mulai tau dia itu siapa... OH MY GOD,God you're answered my prayed i love you God aahhh ga nyangka lalalala ^^

belajar dulu yaa.persiapan MID smstr -_- BT kan??? iya gue tau itu mem-bo-san-kan

love myself,

ADEL

butterfly fly away

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away